The GudeX Files - Constant Changes
[R]evolution magazine, Issue 12, March 2008

 

As I gather these words together for my very first page in the mag I ponder about where to begin. When I was asked to write for this page I had to pause and take a few moments to think about it. Having hardly penned more than a few hundred words together since my days at school, it seemed easy to say no. However that would definitely go against the spirit I see in every bike rider, no matter their level or style; and certainly against my own.

Bike riders are a resilient bunch. It seems as though we have a driving need to challenge ourselves, constantly battling weather and other daily commitments in order to fulfil our natural urge to take on the bike, ourselves and sometimes even other riders.

Taking on challenges are important for many reasons. They help us to grow, not only physically but also spiritually and emotionally. It is difficult to predict in which direction your challenge may take you, although you can be almost certain it will lead you to another one.

It is important to be adaptable to change and accept new challenges, as they keep us fluid and evolving. I love a good challenge because to me that means being presented with an opportunity. Whether it is an opportunity that becomes advantageous or simply a great learning experience. The secret to a challenge is to always keep optimistic, likening the glass half full to the slow leaking tire when there are no more spares out on the trail. If there is still some air you can still try and make it as far as you can. Even if the tires do go completely flat, you can go by foot and carry the bike, or if things get worse, crawl and drag the bike.

Challenges are always best to be viewed as opportunities for growth. I find it is through setbacks that I ultimately become stronger and more resilient as I gain more experience and knowledge.How we respond to a particular setback directly affects our life experience. This is what separates us and determines our individuality. Whether we choose that sweet new DH rig, or continue to rebuild a beloved hardtail, a bike is a vehicle for personal expression; just as words are.

So with this particular challenge perhaps it is best I start with something more personal, something related to where I am right now. Over the past few days I have been preparing to move house and it amazes me to see the amount of stuff that accumulated when I wasn’t looking. A lot of it is important, certain bike bits, lycra for those XC rides and the baggy kit for the DH runs. Not to mention the other kit for those spontaneous night rides through the city, or even the underwater pool rides my brothers and I sometimes amuse ourselves with. Then there are the items ready to be moved along and as I pass these on I hope that they are of as much use to someone else starting off on their own riding adventures.

As I go through these pieces I am swamped by memories evoked by past cycling jerseys and kits and the variety of bike parts, kept to repair or replace. From crashes to victories to drunken World Cup parties. It is surprising how many memories a race jersey can hold. But more than any particular memory, going through these things really reminds me of how quickly life goes by.

Like a weathered and well loved bike we can become so attached that is hard to let go and move on. But the bike is about revolution and evolution. On the bike it is always about what is ahead of us. Not looking directly down but a certain distance ahead so we can be ready for what is coming up and keeping the pace. Looking forward is great but reflection definitely helps us to find areas to work on and tighten up, particularly from a racing perspective.

I know I have certainly learnt so much more about racing and training since my very first race where I turned up in skate clothes and not even a water bottle. But off the bike we also need to find some time to think about what we have accomplished so far, to enjoy the process and the friends made along the way.

This time for reflection is critical as it helps to determine what is important, what works and the changes that need to be made. It is important to remain open to change, it is the one constant in life we can be sure of.

Another constant in life is that as long as you have a working bike on hand there is good reason to be have a smile on your face.

Keep it fun!
Niki x

 

Words: Niki Gudex. Photograph: Ian Hylands.

 

 
 
 
     
 
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